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Greetings and Salutations kind readers! This blog is dedicated to housing and archiving the writing of Cultural Enthusiast Reginald Rose. I will be updating monthly, sometimes bi-weekly and will be posting a series of on going stories and one shot shorts. I will provide a release schedule so you know what is coming out and how long the wait should be. I hope you enjoy reading my work and feel free to reach out to me at my assigned address or contact my Facebook page @ProReginaldRose. The current release schedule is as follows

April 1st- Chapter one of my ten-part Lovecraftian horror series “asylum” begins. The story will update on the first of each month.  

April 15th- I will post the complete short horror story “Ripper”. This story is a one off shoot. 

May 1st- I will release the next update schedule. 

 

The Bell Entries”Jack The Ripper Story”

September 5th 1897

 

Raining…why does it always have to be raining? The air was wet yet thin and very cold. It was fairly typical as London nights went, especially in the late Fall. I began my usual route around the Whitechapel area at 8 o’clock, everything calm and normal. I took Osborne Street, the first pass in my endless night of cold and woe. I relieved John from day duty, his breath soured by what was surely too much whiskey for a man on duty.  He knew he shouldn’t be liquored on the job, though he was only half rats I suppose. I started slowly down the way into the pitch blackness, my lantern just barely illuminating the endless void of dark and decay in front of me. I passed a line of cramped houses crooked by any standard and bore witness seemingly all at once, to a menagerie of vile and grotesque sights.

How have I become a guard dog for the worst area in London? One lift of my lantern and my eyes were met with shady shifting figures barely discernible from the dreary background.  Prostitutes, panhandlers, and vagabonds; they all hid concealed in the darkest corners of the city street. As the wooden heels of my officers’ boot clicked on the cobblestones it would send them scattering like roaches met with daylight. At least it was still raining. After the pouring stops the freshly stirred concoction of city and sewer will produce a heinous smelling death from which no man can or will ever escape.

Nature, as it seems possesses a cruel sense of irony, for as I thought this the heavens themselves closed up and the sky became dry and unyielding. At least my uniform wouldn’t get any more soaked than it already was.

Without giving it another thought I proceeded up Osborne street in the hopes that all would be well as I did. I never really did understand why I joined the London Police.

I was much smaller than the majority of my fellowmen, and not as well built either. Maybe it was out of a childish desire to save people; it’s rather sad really. You join the police hoping to save people, then you see what they’re capable of doing and suddenly you start to think maybe human beings don’t deserve to be saved.

Nights like this make me think of Nina…I’m so sorry Nina…

 

A young girl, 5 years old, brown hair, green eyes, two feet 7 inches tall. Every detail of her small, vulnerable frame was still seared into my thoughts. She went missing shortly after the passing of her mother, a prostitute who worked down near George Yard. Witnesses said she was last seen begging for food outside the O’Brien pub near there.

So many homeless children disappear and are never reported to the police, but the owner of the pub took pity on little Nina and would usually come out at noon to give her bread and water. This continued consistently for two weeks before Nina stopped coming. At first the owner thought maybe she just got food somewhere else but after a week of no shows he reported her disappearance to the authorities.

Under normal circumstances the case would have been ignored, but as a personal favor to the pub owner who was close friends with the police commissioner, a small task force was created to search for her.

The group consisted of myself, Charles Wells, Henry Sullivan, and Michael Edwards. We must have spent all week looking for her, but it was useless. No one knew what had happened to her or at least no one seemed to care. We spent a month tracing Nina’s last steps, questioned local occupants to try and find where she had gone. After what surely seemed like the end of any further hope we received a letter at the station that simply said “from Nina” on the front.

The letter read, and I quote from memory

 

“Dear Mr. Policemen, don’t you just love playing dress up, why else would you wear those shiny uniforms? I especially like playing dress up as other people, and there’s plenty of material to make costumes right here in Whitechapel. If you wanna play I’ll be having a tea party at warehouse 5 next to the Bankside pier. See you then and bring knives, you’ll need them to make the costumes.”

                                    Signed, Nina and Co.

What a terrible game to play, and the note was as ominous in appearance as it was in content. The script was crude and appeared to be flaking off at parts of the fragile parchment. The ink was a dark reddish brown unlike any convention of proper penmanship that I had yet to encounter.

The note was obviously not the work of a young orphan and therefore the attempted cunning of a madman who had stolen this small child. We showed the letter to the Police Commissioner and it was he who led a band of men to meet the date and time of the note. When we arrived at the Bankside pier less than a full league away from the Borough Market it was pouring and visibility was low. If the kidnapper wanted to slip away he chose a perfect night to do so. As we approached the warehouse marked #5. The haunting eeriness of the building and the lack of sound thereof deeply disturbed and unsettled me. Despite the pouring rain and the occasional burst of thunder the air around the warehouse itself seemed to be saturated with an air of relentless tension.  We surrounded the building with men placed in positions next to each of the four windows around the warehouse and a main force ready to storm the front. When we got inside however what awaited was not conflict nor peace, but a sight that has since been burnt into my very soul, and made each night’s sleep an ever living hellish nightmare.

In the center of the warehouse was a small table not more than a foot or two in height, with two figures each perched in a small chair. On the table was a simple tea set and a single candle that ominously glowed in the pitch black. We called out to see if anyone would answer……..there was none save for the eerie silence produced by the dark and empty storehouse. Before approaching the table we encircled the inside of the building to make sure our monster wasn’t hiding among the shadows. After the perimeter was secured I ventured slowly towards the table, unaware and unprepared for what awaited me there.

As I neared the table I could see that the two figures were each of a little girl. Only…something was wrong. Neither were moving and the one I assumed to be Nina from the description didn’t look right around the face. I cast my lantern up them to get a better look, and when I did. The truth of the situation drained the color from my face, my sanity seeming to dangle by a thread. Each of the little girls was drenched in blood, and the one I thought to be Nina was different somehow. I realized that it was Nina’s face……..but……….  it wasn’t her…………it wasn’t her at all. Darkness encroached upon me, there was no air! I couldn’t breathe, though I struggled to gasp in air. I was out.

 

It has taken me nine years to come to proper enough terms to begin writing these events down. I wish I could claim that years of time and old age have somehow warped or exaggerated these accounts, but for all intents and purposes the information stands etched into my very being. I wish I could write down what had happened to her, but I can’t. It’s quiet now and I need to get to bed.

 September 6th 1897

 

As I made my way back to the beginning of my route at around five thirty in the morning I could swear I heard a little girl scream in the distance but I didn’t investigate. I was scared……so scared.

After being relieved I went straight home. I am now writing again in my journal as is my custom. It’s time to sleep……..I am sure to dream about Nina again, just as I have done every night for these past few years.

 Editor’s Note: The last sentence of this entry was written on a page between the end of the account of September 6th and the beginning of the account of September 8th.

September 7th 1897

I’m unusually jumpy tonight. The nightmare I had last night of Nina seems to have left me feeling shaken and uneasy. Every noise I hear during the night seems to quicken the beating of my heart. Extremely nervous, I can’t seem to stop sweating even though it’s freezing outside. It’s going to be okay I tell myself, you’re a grown man and you’ve got a job to do; it didn’t help, but then again…nothing does. I found myself marching again. Trekking that same damnably dark and wet path for the thousandth time.

Sometimes remembering what I had seen made me feel like I was still alive, but often it just made me feel dead inside. Regardless I continued on my route as usual. During my walk I felt a strange sensation, like the shadow cast by passing lanterns was a companion rather than a shadow. After several quick turns around and failing to catch my fictional stalker I chalked it up to paranoia and continued on my way. The streets were quiet… but more so, they were dead; though even that word seemed insufficient. Every step I took seemed to echo over and over for numerous blocks around me. The feeling that arose from it was maddening, and suddenly out of some strange reaction to it I found myself unable to breath. I fell to my knees in a panic, unable to breath I reached out and clutched the air around me. I wouldn’t let this happen, I couldn’t. Get up dammit! Get up David or you’re going to die! Somehow I stood up again. Pathetic…

I started walking again, although this time the air seemed heavy and warm, not the usual cold and thin. I could feel the weight of it slowly crushing me; the weight and viscosity of the air choked my lungs and made breathing more difficult with each step. I looked down and found I was standing beside a sewage drain. Revolted by the stench of human defecation I increased my pace until beyond the staying power of sullied smells. Why did I begin to feel that I was ever so slightly beginning to become infected by the environment around me?

At least the air didn’t reek of blood and necrosis. I thought again of Nina, of that small child; so much blood…How could so much blood… I remember now…After I blacked out…

I woke several hours later in bed with cream white sheets.  I wondered where I was and found myself saying the phrase aloud, but at a level that was just barely audible. I could hear from the side of my bed that a concerned voice noticed my new conscious state. Turning my head I discovered it to be Henry Sullivan, one of my fellow officers with me, in fact right beside me when I blacked out. What happened, I asked him. He told me that I passed out, but said that of anyone who didn’t they could hardly be considered men at all.

I insisted that he tell me more about what had happened by he declined, telling me to wait for the Commissioner to explain it.

In the hours that followed I met with the Commissioner, as well as other members of the task force and the coroner who examined Nina’s body. They told me that in addition to the two girls found at the crime scene, a small operating table was discovered in the back corner of the warehouse and contained a comprehensive variety of knives and medical instruments. I kept inquiring about the specifics surrounding their deaths. They wouldn’t say at first… What did they tell me? Oh God!!! So much blood… such a horrible putrid smell!!! Her face!!! Dear God her face!!!

It’s gone… I often have these visions, these brief glimpses into the experience, but I become too terrorized and the memory vanishes. I dare not ask again, for the gravity of the event would destroy me.

I continue my patrol and just as with the night before at the exact same time; I approach the Whitechapel courtyard. I hear a loud feminine scream… I need to know where that’s coming from! I want so desperately to help, but the darkness, the alleyway; I’m still terrified…so terrified… I pretend not to notice and continue my march. Knock…knock…knock…knock… the wooden heels of my officers’ boots send sounds authority through the darkness, or at least it’s better I believe such an obvious jest. I finish up my shift and rush back to my flat adjacent from the Kings Cross railway station.

I light a candle and begin to write in my journal for the evening. Why can’t I do my work? I can’t even save myself and I’m supposedly standing firm for those in need of defending. I can’t even stand to search out those who may need me. I’m going to bed, a failure and a coward… forgive me Nina… you were so much stronger…her face…

September 8th 1897

The Whitechapel district is so quiet… No whores making their rounds, no drunkards, belligerents or any of the kind to be found; in fact it didn’t even rain. The only company it seemed was myself and I hadn’t been much for talking recently. I rubbed the inside of my pockets desperate for the friction to thaw my otherwise useless extremities. I wonder how cold Nina was when he took her; what he did to her. A loud crash woke me from my delusion. I fell onto my hands and lower back and cried out for mercy, but it was only a small black cat knocking over a piss pot. Take yourself and be gone I yelled at the feline. It couldn’t have possibly understood exactly what I had said, but the bluntness of the message stuck and he hurried along; hissing as he went.

I got up and brushed myself off; as I did I noticed that a warm sensation dampened my hand. I looked and it had been sullied with a thick fluid. I held up my lantern to reveal a dark red coated hand. Every muscle in my body began to tense. I can’t move! I can’t breathe! I contemplate the course of my infringing madness when I heard a loud scream coming from directly behind me. I dare not look. I can only run. My legs won’t respond! I fell over and began to crawl away. Get up David!!!  You’re so useless!!! I got up and ran for several hundred yards, turned several street corners and finally tripped under my own footing, falling down… I began to sob and curled up on the cobblestone street. I can’t tell how long I waited there before Johnson found me and brought me home.

September 9th 1897

It’s morning and while I don’t normally write at this time of day I have been suspended and am on probation. I cannot tolerate this any longer. I need to stand up or I will never be able to move on with myself. Tonight under the cover of darkness I plan to make the rounds of Whitechapel only in disguise. I will confront whatever or whoever this scream is and I will do so with full bravery and confidence.

 Editor’s Note: David Bell never did return to his flat, in fact as to the knowledge of the London East End Police Department they haven’t received any evidence whatsoever as to his disappearance. The only additional piece of information available is an account of Bell’s recollection of the night of Nina’s death which was kept in a separate folder underneath Bell’s desk. It has been abridged for your convenience.

If I am to truly face my fears and honor Nina’s memory I can no longer allow her life to be forgotten, both how she lived and how she…died. It had been confirmed to me that one of the little girls had in fact been Nina Williams, though the other still remains unidentified. Analysis of the corpses and the absence of a killing wound on either body lead the coroner to deduce that the killer has started skinning them while alive and that their deaths were the inevitable result of massive blood loss. I remember now so plainly… that night as I entered that building for the first and last time. The air was thick and the feeling that I would never get out; that the walls were somehow closing in on me. The table in the center, illuminated by a single dirty candle and the smell of human life leaving and saturating the warehouse. I approached the table and took one long, inescapable look at the two small personages in front of me. The accounts did indeed confirm the one on the left to be Nina, but it was wrong, all wrong… Her face!!! DEAR GOD HER FACE!!! A note… a small note…

*Some people just love playing dress up*

Asylum Chapter 1 “Official Release”

       There arises a certain desire within us, when confronted with the most horrific of metaphysical pursuits, to abandon the fantastical in the hope of salvaging our humanity. This quintessentially human reaction relies on the assumption that we are singular in the cosmic aether. That our species does not share space with entities and beings far more foul and horrific than simple mortals fancy. Such a conclusion was surely drawn by the mad Arab during his first sojourn into the void, surely that loss of innocence and hope is a fate shared by all those who dare to knock at the door.

For when the door is opened we must be ready to confront what lurks within. For though one might not wish it to be so, that is indeed the dwelling place of creatures beyond the description of man in the vernacular sense. Creatures that in their desire to sow chaos and sorrow amongst those of the lesser planes, possess them to the astonishment and horror of all.

There is a building in the west of Arkham Massachusetts, a dark, strange and dangerous place, filled with the horrors of incontrovertible madness. It is a tall, sickly looking building, bone white with no windows and only one door. Though all in the near vicinity of the building have heard the screams none have ever seen the progenitors. Nothing is known about the staff of the building, save for a small shift change that takes places every night at 3am between hooded and cloaked persons. Supposedly the institution is managed by the executive doctoral committee of St. Mary’s Hospital, but this is only a speculation. A foul but unplaceable stench suffocates the structure and subdues the natural flora that would normally accompany a building situated in such a rustic setting.

Across from the building, in the center of Arkham proper lies the University, with its mythic status as a controversial, even eldritch academic institution . It is there that we meet Professor Sauer, a young and impetuous alienist who after a short term in Boston came back to Miskatonic to teach. He was a tall, gangly man, a foreigner with a sharp chin and haughty disposition. He was responsible for teaching criminal law and deviant behavior in the newly formed legal psychology department. His interests were markedly few and almost none saw him outside the classroom or library.

Lengthy engagements with faculty and staff however reveal an intelligence fixated with the occult. He is said to have once successfully transcribed the infamous necronomicon into German during his tenure as a student, but the actual transcription itself was stolen some time ago. Some suspect Sauer of having stolen the manuscript and then selling it in Boston. Access to the foul illuminated text is strictly controlled and copying expressly forbidden, though a few made in secret occasionally come to the front of hushed conversation. Few copies of the tome are known to exist and such an item would prove quite valuable to the demented few.

Still Sauer denies this, and it would be difficult to determine if such a copy even existed at all; though this is still a sternly debated topic amongst antiquarians and occult historians at the University. Sauer was profoundly fascinated with deviency, the cause and origination of which he theorized must be the result of unseen ethereal forces that act on the body and mind. This notion was of course rejected by almost all of of his contemporaries, who argued endlessly over the psychoanalysis of Freud and his compelling rivalry with the theories of Carl Jung. Sauer was treated as somewhat of a vagrant by fellow teachers despite his far reaching academic ability, a fact that would more finely develop his feelings of isolation.

His only social affiliations seemed to be with the Royal Antiquarian Society, a small group of academic conservatives and monarchists, and the Messianic Guild, whose mission and purpose is unknown. What is known however is that during the fall semester shortly after Sauer’s second tenured year as a professor, he begun a series of experiments involving the observation of a number of elderly persons. The patients in question after being admitted to St. Mary’s began experiencing a degradation of the mind and eventually a cognitive collapse of self.

He meticulously began researching the exact timeframes and symptoms of individual patients and tried to determine if certain extraneous factors could be determined or predicted. Of the several patients he observed over a lengthy 8 month period  he could determine that eight of his ten test subjects possessed a familial history of degenerative dementia. One of the two outliers was a foreigner like himself and did not have any living relatives or friends to reference during the experiment and the other did not belong to any determinable group that could account for his lapse in cognitive health.

One day however Sauer noticed a sudden change come over one of his patients. The man who was ill despite any justifiable connection, a Mr. Edwards started to display a series of behaviors not common even among those cases suffering from the most accelerated dementia. He began to exhibit violent impulses of a rather bestial nature. At first he started to move about on his fours rather than walking, a rather strange behavior but not without precedent, Sauer recorded the observation in his research findings. Shortly thereafter the man started spasmodically tearing up his linens every morning and began foaming at the mouth as though afflicted with severe hydrophobia. Finally, several days after the initial occurrence of Mr. Edwards’ symptoms  Professor Sauer came to find that he was no longer at the facility. Rather puzzled with this development he consulted with the nighttime head of staff and discovered that Edwards had died in the night. Upon further examination it appeared that his cause of death had been attributed to acute hydrophobia.

This was grievously abnormal, the professor thought. While he certainly did display some of the marked behaviors and features of the disease he was far from actually being afflicted with such and therefore it was highly unlikely that he would have passed from it’s onset. As is the custom of all educated men to cling tightly to a last vestige of  superstition deep within their primitive brain, Sauer refused to rationalize the occurrence and found the entire ordeal greatly disturbing. In fact there was something altogether wrong with the entire affair. He demanded that he be allowed to perform an autopsy on the patient.

This was a rather misguided request, as it had been nearly a decade since Sauer had last performed an experimental autopsy in the Miskatonic University Laboratory. However, despite the numerous reservations of the chief medical staff on call he was eventually granted permission to perform a histological examination on the brain tissue of Mr. Edwards. Professor Sauer knew that if he could just apply a dye of hematoxylin and eosin he would be able to determine if the mononuclear infiltration and negri bodies so characteristic of hydrophobia could be observed. The staff had reported to him that he would not find anything they hadn’t but he was a gifted microscopist and he knew the marks of his thoroughness well.

The body of Mr. Edwards was carted into an operating room and Sauer was given the appropriate medical instruments but no assistants. The lighting was poor, the walls and floor were dirty, and the smell of the body was unpleasant. The overall appearance of the corpse seemed rather odd to Sauer. The features were distorted and despite the best efforts of the hospital to control the onset of decay, the bloating attributed to bacterial reproduction had horrifically warped the body. As Sauer removed the tissue sample, he again felt an odd sensation in relation to the cadaver he was probing. He took the same sample, and under a microscope began looking for negri bodies in the pyramidal cells. He was shocked when he could indeed detect negri bodies present in the cells of his sample.

Not satisfied yet however he took another sample and to his astonishment he could again detect the presence of the negri bodies. He wondered how he could be so fantastically wrong when suddenly there came a realization. During his months of research he had catalogued an exhaustive series of physical observations detailing the precise appearance and identifiers of each of his patients. He had described scar tissue, lacerations, deformities, hair samples, skin samples, and dental records.   

After a laborious comparison between the subject and his own records he came to the conclusion he had set out to prove, but that horrified him nonetheless. A comprehensive analysis of the subject’s skin and dental records proved Sauer could no longer deny that the thing laying on the operating table was not Mr. Edwards. In fact there was no record of any man with attributes matching his subject catalogued anywhere in the hospital. His features were similar to Mr. Edwards and under the veil of decay was an almost indistinguishable doppelganger, but the body was altogether a forgery.

When Sauer voiced his concern regarding his findings with the Doctoral Committee his uncouth reputation proceeded him and very little of what he said was taken seriously. The chair of the committee even felt it necessary to mock Sauer’s theories regarding ethereal forces. Crackpot they called him. His feelings of humiliation seemed complete enough, but as they revoked his permission to conduct experiments on hospital grounds he heard two final phrases uttered upon his exit… non compos mentis  and then more quietly just as the door was closing… ph’nglui mglw’nafh…  

“UPDATE”

Greetings all, I’m ever so excited to be informing you that chapter 1 of Asylum drops this week on Sunday. I can’t wait for some feedback on it and don’t forget to check out my Lovecraft inspired cultist prose poem An Eldritch Business, now available on the site. Thank you all so much for your support and I look forward to your continued readership.

An Eldritch Business “Surprise Poem Post”

Whilst in waiting upon a stone seat sitting,

surrounded by the stench of an air most fitting,

I became lost among the most antique and esoteric of thoughts.

It seemed to me a most singular feeling,

that on the eve of Yuletide I find myself reeling,

as I await the stated purpose of my summons, to the cold and darkened night beside this crypt.

For not a moment short of the midnight hour bell’s tolling,

did my ears detect the wheels of a horse drawn carriage rolling,

finally stopping just without the first weatherworn steps beneath my door.

The courier’s form and presence, a barely present wraith,

an almost illegible script, a map upon black paper trace,

I rose my head to inquire of the phantom the purpose of this note.

My eyes beheld the empty porch, the absence of any man,

nor distinguishable was any mode of transport,

least not what was clear upon a cursory scan,

the only clue seemed to be a crude sketch at the bottom of the map in the vulgar style of a tombstone.

It had been many a year since my living within the bounds of a city,

and so on hallowed ground there was but one place for the living to take pity,

it went by name, the dreary, dark, and soundless crypts of the Wormwood cemetery.

Being a man of soundness and intellectual clarity,

I was unwilling to fill my schedule with such an eldritch disparity,

I would return to my chambers and to the warm touch of my feather linen sheets.

As I retired to what I assumed would be the supple delight within my dreams,

I was tortured by black sweat upon my back and the horrid sound of screams,

I arose and examined my back for the blackness I knew surely to be there.

Upon further examination I found nothing to convince me of any

change in the fair complexion I had always known.

In the hope that it had all been vision,

I looked to my nightstand and to the note of the villain,

the map upon black paper traced.

I remarked upon what was surely a most absurd notion,

that in the middle of the night I should find myself in motion,

and contemplating the dreary, dark and soundless vaults of the Wormwood Crypt.

I thought surely to disregard the haunting summons,

for the business alone was in its nature most sullen,

but I could not, dare not deny the vision,

of my consummation within the suffocating blackness of the vault.  

And so to alleviate myself of the grim prescience,

I braved the dull and dark ambience,

and made my way down the cobbled streets in the dead of a most singular hour.

Twice was I passed on my way by a member of the night’s watch,

feeling no fear as I have not as late committed any botch,

nor was I anticipating the unwashed actions I was likely to be

committing, upon my arrival to the hallowed ground atop

Wormwood Cemetery.

As I gazed upon the rusted surface of the gated bars,

the only light being the points of a few stars,

as if the heavens themselves refused to provide illumination,

to the ominous meeting for which I had been summoned.

Strangely as I approached the ominous gate,

no accomplice seemed to wait,

instead the only motion was a sudden alarming opening of the rusted Arch.

When I attempted to deduce what had caused the gate to open,

I felt my heart’s beating sharpen,

as there was no one there to account for the mysterious opening of the weatherworn gate.

Feeling now an excessiveness of gloom,

I proceeded to what surely was my doom,

and took my first faint steps onto the accursed ground of the

Wormwood Cemetery.

As the bitter wind bit with the cold of the winter solstice night,

my senses became infected by the most miasmic of sights,

for the hollow hallowed graveyard grounds yielded up the most

impure and daemonic of sensations ever felt by man or beast.

As I forced my constitution to abide the stench by which I was now surrounded,

the powers of my intellect now confounded,

for I appeared to be completely alone in those numbered amongst the living.

Having not the wherewithal to stand,

my legs being beyond the enticings of command.

I found myself a stone seat beside a black decaying crypt and sat.

As the dead quiet hours of the evening went onward,

I still saw no trace of the black paper’s steward,

Instead I felt only a haunting feeling that pervaded even unto my very soul.

Consigning my conscious to creating meaning in my sojourn,

I reached for a spade and the action I did so yearn,

Ready to rend the iron bars themselves in pursuit of the horrors of the soundless dark.  

In the endless wait was my mind entrapped,

unable to escape the tombstone mapped.

How in the name of Almighty God did I find myself in this precariously perplexing predicament!?

By what was surely the onset of madness,

Not suffering the most insipid sadness,

I tore my way into the antiquated catacombs of the subterranean vault.

For my spirit should never have rest,

until at last I discern the meaning of my quest,

And find the supposed purpose of my summons, to the cold and darkened night inside this crypt.

Then as if a drum did sound behind my ear,

I heard a loud noise and coming from my rear,

A horrible noise coming from up the stairs I had so tread,

down into the bowels of this horrid eldritch entrance.

Perceiving then no alternate route of flight,

and faced with the unknown drums of theurgic night,

I took the one discernable course further still into the suffocating blackness of the ossuary.

Descending then halls devoid of life and God

A daemonic chamber entrance left me awed.

Through a crack in the stone door I beheld a pale red ambiance and the sound of a denizen tormented.

With the faintest courage I opened wide the door,

The image of what I saw, it stains me evermore.

How to describe the horrors waiting in the black tatarus of the Wormwood Crypt?  

To make use of the most disgusting language,

To manifest the inferno in the form an adage.

A lone Prometheus chained to an altar made from the fruits of his punishment, though man and not eagle has laid him open.

He stares at me though he has not eyes to see,

he screams though there is nothing where tongue should be.

Who besides Charon and those aboard his mast should witness the screams of a dead man?

His heart out his chest beating out in show,

The anatomy more clear than any man should know.

A vile putrid bloody mess hung about the damning chamber walls.

Before I could let out the most quivering of shrieks

Surrounded by a white mass and bloody streaks.

I turned and was confronted solely with the unholy hooded clergy of theurgic night.

There in that chamber was my vessel bound,

Gagged and forbade to utter any sound.

A dagger to my chest was taken and a curious incision made.

Daemonic chantings they all did shout,

Yagnu deus volcrum yout!

As the bleeding heart from out my breast was taken,

The pain and horror of my mind and spirit shaken.

I screamed and reached out only to feel the soft comfort of my feather linen sheets.   

I lit a small lantern to illuminate my space,

Trying to find the map upon black paper trace.

I saw nothing felt nothing, only the sweet sounds of the English song birds.

The morning light through my glass window broke

I looked down at my chest and with my hand did stroke.

Off I took my nightshirt and behold the thin curious line down my breast,

and the haunting shout!
Yagnu deus vulcrum yout…..

The Bell Entries(Jack The Ripper) “Preview”

A Serialization of the Journal Entries of David Bell

 

September 5th 1897

Raining…why does it always have to be raining? The air was wet yet thin and very cold. It was fairly typical as London nights went, especially in the late Fall. I began my usual route around the Whitechapel area at 8 o’clock, everything calm and normal. I took Osborne Street, the first pass in my endless night of cold and woe. I relieved John from day duty, his breath soured by what was surely too much whiskey for a man on duty.  He knew he shouldn’t be liquored on the job, though he was only half rats I suppose. I started slowly down the way into the pitch blackness, my lantern just barely illuminating the endless void of dark and decay in front of me. I passed a line of cramped houses crooked by any standard and bore witness seemingly all at once, to a menagerie of vile and grotesque sights.

How have I become a guard dog for the worst area in London? One lift of my lantern and my eyes were met with shady shifting figures barely discernible from the dreary background.  Prostitutes, panhandlers, and vagabonds; they all hid concealed in the darkest corners of the city street. As the wooden heels of my officers’ boot clicked on the cobblestones it would send them scattering like roaches met with daylight. At least it was still raining. After the pouring stops the freshly stirred concoction of city and sewer will produce a heinous smelling death from which no man can or will ever escape.

Asylum Chapter 1:Dr. Sauer “Preview”

              There arises a certain desire within us, when confronted with the most horrific of metaphysical pursuits, to abandon the fantastical in the hope of salvaging our humanity. This quintessentially human reaction relies on the assumption that we are singular in the cosmic aether. That our species does not share space with entities and beings far more foul and horrific than simple mortals fancy. Such a conclusion was surely drawn by the mad Arab during his first sojourn into the void, surely that loss of innocence and hope is a fate shared by all those who dare to knock at the door.

               For when the door is opened we must be ready to confront what lurks within. For though one might not wish it to be so, that is indeed the dwelling place of creatures beyond the description of man in the vernacular sense. Creatures that in their desire to sow chaos and sorrow amongst those of the lesser planes, possess them to the astonishment and horror of all…